Worst Day Ever Part 1

So this is going to have a two part blog because it is bad!

I am declaring this day as the worst day ever and its not even 8:30am yet. I wake up this morning and go check my emails just like I do every morning because you never know what I might get. There might be an email about school being cancelled due to a fire or break in. But today I get two bad emails (hence this is part one the first bad email).

So pretty much everybody knows CPG as my ex and that we have been talking and hanging out and having fun together. I got his usual "I posted a new blog" email and I go to read it. Well it is about him having a new girlfriend. WTF!!! I just talked to him last night and there was no mention or has there been any mention of even dating someone else. Now I am very thankful that nothing has happened between the two of us so it makes this very easy on me. But if you don't have the balls to tell me to my face that instead you take the easy road and post it in your blog then I have no business being in your life! So once again the cycle has continued and I have decided to remove CPG out of the pic again. I don't need someone who wants to be friends with me and cant tell me things that are going on. So here is my hate song for the morning.

Kelly Clarkson
Gone

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone

Shats OUT! @ 7:14 AM